Today was a goooood day
Perfect moments, perfect days, right?
More perfect when i win..
which i always do.
Hence, perfection (:
IT'S CHILDREN'S DAY TODAY!
And as i was in the car on the way home,
i thought about all the post-promo things i wanted to do and got all excited.
Maybe Jodee and Henna Hannah are right - Maybe i shouldn't look so far into the future cos it's NOT helping me study.
But then you think about it,
some of the non-productive studying times have led to productive moments when smiles are exchanged and conversations which i wouldn't trade in for anything in the world.
So when you look at it that way,
which days would you rather have if they were your last?
Can't help but look at it in that way because God has the funniest ways of bringing us home at the most inappropriate times.
So i just wanna enjoy the time i'm here for,
on a day to day basis,
and then i can say in all honesty-
No Regrets.
Jodee: Dear i know you're hurting and i know there's not much i can do but to be there and talk you through everything, be with you and give you as many hugs as you need to bring that smile back onto your face. So don't hesitate to call, to msg, to grab a hug or two before class. I'll always be there okay? I'll promise you that (: You don't deserve to be unhappy. About anything. Love you (:
Twin: A wise person once told me that we all search for someone, and hopefully in time to come, there they'll be. That was when i was empty, when i was lost, when i needed the same comfort that you need now. So now i wish that upon you. And more than that, i wish faith, i wish trust. I wish you every ability to be happy. We're two together, you know that as much as me. The same flaws, the same strengths. We give, and we need, we need so much more than we let on. Except i know you, i know me. I know the fear to be dependant and have it taken away to abruptly one day or worse - that we'll be the burdens to the people we love, i know that fear all too well. I live by it, i ache by it, i fall asleep crying some nights by it. And maybe you do too. We're all yearning for something tangible, solid, that we can trust with wholeheartedly, hold on tightly not for fear of losing it, but because it just feels right. And you will find yours. Patience. Through trials and tribulations, we've come off as wiser (or not), better, more loving people. One day you'll have all the love in the world, with mine being number one. Simply because, simply because you are love. Deny it and i'll telk you straight - You know God, God is love, You are love. For all the other times when life sucks, there's always Starbucks, and there's always me. Find solace in that (: ilu.
I like how everything sort of falls in place when we're together.
It's better when we're together.
-hugs.